What i wish life was like?
i wish i had the perfect life and claudia was still here with me. i wish life was like a layoutt and it was like stepping stones. it would tell you what to do and how to do it. life what tell me "heyy wake up and go brush your teeth" for example because todayy you are going to have the best day of your life.. but in reality.. life scares me. i dont know what my future holds.. i am for certain iam going to summer school to graduate and i have no one to blame but MYSELF. thats what scares me.. that i am a failure. i hate that i dont know what to do with myself.